at last, jejak jugak kaki kat rumah after one and a half month terperap kt bandar gombak kesayanganku..
hehehe
alhamdulillah.....sampai pagi tadi,sesudah subuh dengan selamat ditemani rakan seperjuangan dlm segala bidang, cik qatrun.. :) (best gila dia tidoq dgn nyenyak dlm train sedangkan diriku bagaikan tidoq2 ayam, berapa kali bangun tapi tak nampak2 jugak signboard butterworth..heh)
hum,plan utk cuti? dalam masa yg sgt singkat ni, memang kalau boleh nk duduk ja umah,spend time dgn family..plus layan tv...heheheheh ;)
tapi,1st,kena settlekn dulu assignment n muraja'ah (revision) yg agak 'tak banyak'..errrr....
setakat ni, macam ni la ghopenya my homeworks' list
psycho: revision chapter 1-4, and scrapbook
bm : assignment tokoh bahasa melayu
islamic ethics : refine and re 'do' the once submitted assignment :(
revision utk midterm exam (gulp!cuak!)
kesimpulannya. saya belum mulakan langkah ke arah menyelesaikan misi yg saya ada ini sebab saya baru sampai rumah..its coming soon la..good luck utk diri saya sendiri......... huh
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
tersedar dari mimpi
kn ada saying kdg2 kita kt atas, and one day kita akan ada kt bawah...
Kita tak boleh selalu ja sit at the top. kdg2 manusia, bila dh lama asyik tengok bawah ja, akan timbul perasaan yg sangat negatif, bad forces org kata..cm perasan bagus,kdg2 ad gk yg angkuh....
so,thats why tuhan jadikan hidup ni cm satu cycle, kejap kt atas, and suddenly tup! ada kt bawah pulak..
jadi,kita kena terima ni sebagai takdir Allah, semua ketentuan yg Allah buat ni, ada baiknya, hikmahnya. kita ja kadang2 yg xperasan sebab kita selalu ikutkn sgt keinginan, emosi kita..cuba sabar,tenang, and tenung balik.
Maybe ada lagi usaha kita yg xcukup,xpun hubungan kita dengan Allah, and juga dengan kita sesama insan..
For me, I think this is the most suitable time for me to stop awhile, and look back at my life.
Kita tak boleh selalu ja sit at the top. kdg2 manusia, bila dh lama asyik tengok bawah ja, akan timbul perasaan yg sangat negatif, bad forces org kata..cm perasan bagus,kdg2 ad gk yg angkuh....
so,thats why tuhan jadikan hidup ni cm satu cycle, kejap kt atas, and suddenly tup! ada kt bawah pulak..
jadi,kita kena terima ni sebagai takdir Allah, semua ketentuan yg Allah buat ni, ada baiknya, hikmahnya. kita ja kadang2 yg xperasan sebab kita selalu ikutkn sgt keinginan, emosi kita..cuba sabar,tenang, and tenung balik.
Maybe ada lagi usaha kita yg xcukup,xpun hubungan kita dengan Allah, and juga dengan kita sesama insan..
For me, I think this is the most suitable time for me to stop awhile, and look back at my life.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
ku redha
aku sedih..
aku terkejut...
hati aku berat sangat.. tak tenang sangat...
kepala rasa sakit ja..
perasaan tak tentu arah..
salah satu harta kesayangan aku......
dah hilang...
dah pergi...
bila terkenang....
hati aku macam dihiris-hiris
mata penuh dengan air..
jasa dia...
sangat banyak untuk aku..
cuma aku ja tak perasan
dilindungi oleh sifat keanak- anakan aku..
walaupun aku tak pernah ada memori
macam mana dia besarkan aku...
jaga aku..
layan kerenah aku waktu aku kecik dulu...
tapi aku tau...
dia sangat sayangkan aku...
dan........ aku pun....
maaf....
mohon maaf....
aku tau...
salah dan silap aku...
maaf...
tiada lain selain .......maaf...
ya Allah,tempatkanlah beliau di kalangan hamba hamba mu yang solehah
cucurilah roh nya dengan rahmatMu ya Allah
terimalah segala amalannya ya Allah
ampunkanlah segala dosa dosanya..
ya Allah,kuatkanlah juga diriku ya Allah
tenangkan lah hatiku
tabahkanlah diriku
supaya aku dapat terus mendoakan kesejahteraan nenekku
di alam sana...ya Allah..
al Fatihaah............................................
Thursday, January 13, 2011
my sTOry
weekend yg sgt best!
tiring but a happy one!
and so beneficial and full of new knowledge....
its all about................KARATE....
start dgn dahi yg kerut..
x sangka kena duduk dipangku oleh kay and hajar
maaf la..kesian korang =(
kak sham..a lot of thanks..for ur help .. wry sgt best and convenience :)
sensei fadhil and sensei najwa
this is my 1st time to any karate workshop
and my 1st time experience is....
BOTH THUMBS UP..!!!!!!!!!
aha, plus the best brownies !! sgt sedap dan comel....
and to abg iman....thanx sbb bg peluang...
suka t-shirt yg abg iman pakai hari tu...mengajar anak2 jadi tak bersyukur!!! haha
and that is the end of my story...................
start dgn dahi yg kerut..
x sangka kena duduk dipangku oleh kay and hajar
maaf la..kesian korang =(
kak sham..a lot of thanks..for ur help .. wry sgt best and convenience :)
sensei fadhil and sensei najwa
this is my 1st time to any karate workshop
and my 1st time experience is....
BOTH THUMBS UP..!!!!!!!!!
aha, plus the best brownies !! sgt sedap dan comel....
and to abg iman....thanx sbb bg peluang...
suka t-shirt yg abg iman pakai hari tu...mengajar anak2 jadi tak bersyukur!!! haha
and that is the end of my story...................
bila dugaan melanda............
dalam kegembiraan lepas balik dari workshop karate sensei fadhil yg sgt gempak, aku dikejutkan pulak dgn berita yg salah seorang kawan aku kt sekolah dulu ummirul, accident...
dan yg paling mengejutkan,ayah ummi,meninggal dalam kemalangan tu. and ummi pulak koma,sampai la saat sekarang ni..
walaupun aku tak la rapat sgt dgn ummi,seingat aku,sembang pun tak pernah..just senyum2 cam2 ja. (almaklum la,aku kn dulu shy2 cat gitu ...hehe) but still, aku rasa sedih and risau sgt kat dia...camna la keadaan dia sekarang. lagi2 bila dia dapat tau yg ayah dia dah tak ada....ya Allah, kuatkanlah ummi dan keluarga dia... amiin...
now only i know the value of friendship. sgt berharga......setiap sorang sgt unik dan istimewa...
hummmm..................... :(
so,kt sini,nk announce ckit kt semua kawan2 aku, AKU SAYANG KORANG!!!!
dan yg paling mengejutkan,ayah ummi,meninggal dalam kemalangan tu. and ummi pulak koma,sampai la saat sekarang ni..
walaupun aku tak la rapat sgt dgn ummi,seingat aku,sembang pun tak pernah..just senyum2 cam2 ja. (almaklum la,aku kn dulu shy2 cat gitu ...hehe) but still, aku rasa sedih and risau sgt kat dia...camna la keadaan dia sekarang. lagi2 bila dia dapat tau yg ayah dia dah tak ada....ya Allah, kuatkanlah ummi dan keluarga dia... amiin...
now only i know the value of friendship. sgt berharga......setiap sorang sgt unik dan istimewa...
hummmm..................... :(
so,kt sini,nk announce ckit kt semua kawan2 aku, AKU SAYANG KORANG!!!!
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
1.50 am...still waiting
I've just read one of my friend's blog.. waahhh!!! it is so sweet and really make my heart break!!!!! his words and his promise...waahhh...so romantic!
I've never thought that he is such kind of person because based on his personality,he looks like a serious guy. huhu! really amazed!! haha
However, i dont know whether the sayings,words ,the bunch of romantic, super-sweet expressions are actually written to a girl that i think somehow has a special relationship with him..hummm...but I wish they do because I really think that they gonna be a cute couple.
I pray for them,insyaallah...=)
And for me, im still experiencing so many crush. huhu! never once a serious relationship. maybe, yes, absolutely because im not ready for it yet and I think I didnt find a true love anymore..someone who could love,lead and take care of me for his whole lifetime. haha Currently,there is one handsome,macho,smart and intelligent guy that is attracting,catching my attention. huhu! He's soooooooooo sweet..his smile..ooohhhhh..make me feel like im going to fly,fly away..his voice..i can hear it even he actually never directly talk or have any conversation with me..(that's the saddest part somehow =( his walking style,his hair,his way of thinking...ohoo...so many that kept making my heartbeat beat as fast as ferrari car, making me smiling like i meet the real taekyeon, making me walk like im walking on the moon..!!!!!!!
However my taekyeon, i will always be here.waiting for you...even at the last moment, u never acknowledge or talk with me, i'll always remember and care,put the most care for you..
huhuhu..
I've never thought that he is such kind of person because based on his personality,he looks like a serious guy. huhu! really amazed!! haha
However, i dont know whether the sayings,words ,the bunch of romantic, super-sweet expressions are actually written to a girl that i think somehow has a special relationship with him..hummm...but I wish they do because I really think that they gonna be a cute couple.
I pray for them,insyaallah...=)
And for me, im still experiencing so many crush. huhu! never once a serious relationship. maybe, yes, absolutely because im not ready for it yet and I think I didnt find a true love anymore..someone who could love,lead and take care of me for his whole lifetime. haha Currently,there is one handsome,macho,smart and intelligent guy that is attracting,catching my attention. huhu! He's soooooooooo sweet..his smile..ooohhhhh..make me feel like im going to fly,fly away..his voice..i can hear it even he actually never directly talk or have any conversation with me..(that's the saddest part somehow =( his walking style,his hair,his way of thinking...ohoo...so many that kept making my heartbeat beat as fast as ferrari car, making me smiling like i meet the real taekyeon, making me walk like im walking on the moon..!!!!!!!
However my taekyeon, i will always be here.waiting for you...even at the last moment, u never acknowledge or talk with me, i'll always remember and care,put the most care for you..
huhuhu..
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